Sup, it's Friday, I'm at home, bored as hell, been told i have to have this lump on my neck permanently on me and I've had a shit day. So I've decided to rant on here. Have you ever though this world is running out of peace? I have, because everyday all i see if beef not just towards me but towards other people. Not even between people but between countries, all of them wars and exchanging beefy words. I've come to a conclusion about beef, its starts off not that bad then it gets worse and worse and then people get dragged into it and it becomes a war zone. That is possibly 1 of the most annoying things i've ever come across.
As you may know i believe I have many haters, but it does my head in when haters get other people involved or people just generally decide to poke their noses in. I once got punched from behind out of no where because a hater offered a knob a fag if he hit me from behind. Now I get super paranoid when i walk past haters and keep turning round to look behind me to see if anyone is about to attack. I had a mini heart attack today because of that.
So why can't people just leave people to sort out there own business unless it has something to do with them? Sometimes people assume they know all the facts when they know nothing. Sometimes people know all the facts but it still has nothing to do with them what so ever. Sometimes people dont even know what the beef is about but just see other peoples reaction to it and go along with it like everyone else.
The last 1 is deffinitly the worst kind of beef because when you meet new people and they see how people act towards you some new people may just start to act the same way naturally because of what they've seen. Which worries me alot because next year at college I dont want new people picking up on the beef from old people from my school and then turning into haters without even knowing anything about me. Quite alot of my haters at school at haters for that reason. BEEF IS CONTINUALLY CONTAGIOUS. ONCE YOUR IN IT YOU CAN NEVER GO BACK. Even if you sort out the beef from the original source, you still have to sort it out with everyone else.
Last year I came home 1 day from school and found threats on my phone because of rumours that spread round when the fact was most of it wasnt true yet it managed to attract a heck of a lot of haters. Even more recently I was walking with someone liked and people who know nothing about me were laughing at that someone for walking with me. Even today i was at the back of my english class and i moved to the front for a second to copy up something because i couldnt see. Then i got beef from 2 haters so we had a little beef war. So when i finished and moved back i got beef from another hater who wasnt beefing before my beef war at the front because they thought it was my fault even though it really wasnt because until the first 2 haters gave me beef i didnt say anything to them :L. Then at the end i got accused of stealing my own novel with my own dog eared pages on it so my teacher had a go at me for apparently being bad the whole lesson which really annoyed me and made me go crazy :L. 2 haters seemed to have found it weird/funny today when they found out I might be meeting up with a liked person this weekend. Lets hope the beef doesn't spread to him :L.
I think us humans are like wolves, we dont like to be alone so we go around hunting in packs. But I think everything gets resolved so much quicker when no 1 else gets involved. Some guy i know claimed to have shot someone with his rifle before and threatenend me with it but we still just carried on arguing, until the conversation turned into what manhood is and we sorted it all out :L. Whereas if other people got involved it would have been world war 3 and i would probably be in a grave :L
My own experience of beef which i have mentioned in this blog is just a fraction of a percentage of the amount of pointless beef i've experienced and I used to get really worked up about it. Now I dont give 2 craps because when I think about it I am 1 of the luckiest people in the world. I may not have everything I want or even anything I want but COMPARED to someone starving in Africa, persecuted for their religion in Egypt, threatened in Libya, and swimming in toxic waste in Japan, my life and yours (whoever you are) is pretty good :). That thought keeps me going every day. We dont realise how LUCKY we are. :). 1 thing all of these people rely on to get by is love and care from the people around them. Thats all that anyone needs wherever you are and whatever your situation. Without love and compassion us humans are nothing.
And on that note I'm sorry that most of this has been gas and wack and I've wasted however many minutes of your life but oh well at least your not in the countries I mentioned above or anywhere else.
Peace
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